it's been a long time guys.

i figured that nothing would get better, and seeing all the gorgeous girls on AQ, and all of that, would just make it worse.

i got up to my highest weight, +18, and i could NOT handle that for a second. 

i'm down 10 lbs from that, but it's so unbearable to look in the mirror, or try on new clothes.

it's going to be terrible, school starts on monday, and everyone's going to see how disgusting i look.

if any of you, who were on here way back, are still on, just let me know ur out there?


Love you all <3
~Bethany